This is a Blog about grief and the loss of a child and how a mother copes daily . I want to share my feelings and help others through their grief while I go thru mine. My son was almost 22 when he died. A beautiful and amazing light in the world. I dedicate this blog to him and all the others who were the loves of their parents lives.
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Lift me up Lord!
I guess sometimes its physiological. I am drained, scatter brained, empty, a bit confused and foggy in the brain today. My body feels him missing even when I am not thinking about him. Its such an intense loss it can not be described or dealt with easily, it just takes over and you feel like a lost soul. Nothing matters, nothing is the way it was its as if you are looking at whats left from the third person. Your life and your home and your clothes and your things and your friends and your bills and your family and your job everything is where it was ...but you are not there, he is not there and whats missing is all that really mattered ...sadly I took it for granted that everyday would not be everyday with him in it.
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